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Another 25th of April passed and another birthday for me. I was depressed when I realised that this is the last year when only a box of birthday cake candles will be enough to cover my age...but I am happy for what I am and what I have done till now.

25th of April 2009 in Bucharest

The usual rainy day...it was raining the day I was born and I actually don't remember if I had a birthday without rain...my mother says it's good luck. I missed my family today...waking up in the morning with Bianca all over me and my mom kissing me and telling me how I was the darkest and hairiest baby born that day in the maternity :)There was also an earthquake in Bucharest on the 25th...a pretty strong one. It was the first birthday since the 11th grade when I wasn't there with Irina :)...that means ahm...5 years?!

25th of April 2009 in Aarhus

After cooking, shopping and sunbathing on the balcony my great birthday party in Aarhus started. It was so great that I don't remember anything. I drank red wine, white wine, bier, vodka with orange juice, beherovka, beherovka with lemon, rum and Barcardi with orange. At this was fatal for me...I remember leaving home after dinner for the kolegiet and then laughing hard, spinning, puking and somebody telling me to drink water when I wake up. I woke up naked with my clothes all around, alone in the house and not remembering much...I don't thnik I want to get this drunk ever...this was for sure a birthday I will not forget and I am happy it's like this. The girls baked a cake for me...and it was the first time when someone other than my mother did this :) Kamila also came from Czech on my birthday and she will be leaving with us this week. I got a football ball with the girl's signature and a bubble maker...weeeeee...

I lost a special friend today...a friend I wished for and loved with all my heart...I will always remember her and her humanly behaviour...her eyes staring and giving an innocent warmth that could never allow you to be sad. I never imagined loosing her because she was a member of our family :*

Taurus

Marketa returned this morning from Barcelona!!!!I am not alone anymore...I am so happyyyy. I discovered that I became an extreme neat freak...I missed cleaning after her and finding dishes and scrums all over when returning from work...I need someone to clean after, that definitely makes me happy :) Ah...and she got her wallet stolen in Barcelona at the beach...I am ashamed to write the first thing that went through my mind when she told me...I guess I still have a lot of frustrations I must get rid off before becoming a tolerant person.

Anyway...in other words...my month just started...the month of Taurus. I realised that the majority of my friends have their birthday in this period. I also know a lot of Gemini (6 of them have their birthday on the 1 of June, wicked). So...Taurus. Out of my own experience I can tell that we are a hell of a stubborn sign. We say things we don't really mean not to alter our ego...we do/say things for good impression sometimes, most of the time…and we love to be in the centre of attention. I am not a fan of astrology (or not worse than others), but I sort of agree with more than half of what they say about us.

Maybe it's also part of my zodiacal characteristics, but today I discovered/thought about it better, that I enjoy a lot of things that harm me. For example, kiwi...I remember when I first ate it (my mom bought it) and it was such a strange potato thing. I couldn't imagine other fruits than the ones that grew in my grandparents backyard or the bananas and oranges I would get in winter, when I ate my first kiwi. I have some sort of allergy to kiwi...it gets difficult to breath, my ears and my mouth start etching...I don't know if this happens to anyone else or if anyone else eats as much kiwi as I do at once to have experienced this, but despite all these it is on my top fruits list. I guess I do this with everything...I love to exaggerate...with everything...I have a feeling that my elder person disease will be paranoia.

I finished my two essays for Cultural Analysis yesterday in the balcony while sun bathing…so now, till middle May I can read whatever I want…finally. I don't have an answer for my internship and it is stressing...I've been through the same thing last year in April and it sucks, but maybe I will get a nice present from the RMFA on the 25th (it's Saturday so maybe on the 24th or 27th at least).

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