Sunday, July 06, 2008

Oh no...I actually will!!!

In about 56 days starting today I will be on an airplane above Bucharest…where to?!...it's simple...to my new life. It will be something like - my life without me...except I will not be dead but gone :). My friends and family will still be here, carrying on with their lives while I will be remembered and talked about from time to time. While my life will continue in Bucharest through other peoples words I will be away, on the other side of Europe, in the North to be exact, trying to tell and continue my life in other languages.


Am I scared?!...hell yes I am. I get the same feeling every time I board on a plane and I am going to get it now too…for sure. I will most likely feel sad and lonely for a couple of days because I won't know anybody, and I will be tired and confused. But then I get to personalize my space :D and start finding people that suit me or which at least could be changed by me to be like me, maybe that's why God made humans by his own image, because he was felling lonely and frustrated in this new place he started hanging over :P



At the moment I'm just getting spiritually ready to see my new room, my new friends and get new habits. Fingers crossed for me :D